yknarc
Thu, 19 Sep 02, 2:23 AM
Hi again all, Pee Buddie's images/smiles/icon_biggrin.gif it's been a long, long time, since I have posted. For those that remember me. I definately have the Pee Fetish bug images/smiles/icon_wink.gif , I especially like to hold, and that feeling of needing to go bad, and holding until I lose control. I like other female desparation(I don't understand why that is...but, whatever, it seem's to work for me anyway's images/smiles/icon_rolleyes.gif ...
The funny thing is that the urge only hit's me every few month's. Then, once I do enough to get fully satisfied, it's like the urge goes away for awhile. Although, I still am "alway's" turned on by the thought's of desparation and wetting.
I was fortunate I guess, (now looking back on them) images/smiles/icon_eek.gif , to have had a few genuine accident's as a kid, and a couple as a teenager. Which I have shared on the board's before. As well as, having seen a few people very desparate, or wet themselve's through My Life. Not nearly enough though of course, it's all too infrequent an event. Although I don't wish harm to anybody, (as wetting yourself is a tramatic event)...It still for some unknown reason, is incredibly fascinating, and sexual. This may sound really sick, and I hate to admit this, but even if I were to see a ten year old wet herself, I would find it interesting to watch.
A while back, when I still worked in an Office Downtown, I did see a Girl once about 12-14 with her Mother, in a busy downtown "underground mall". They all connect up with the Subway's. The Girl was trying to walk, bending at the waist, and her leg's nearly crossed as she walked, only barely hobbling along...She had one hand pressed on the top of one of her thigh's, (the heel of her fist). Her other hand pulling at her Mom's shirt. She needed too, but was too afraid to hold herself I think. Her Mother didn't seem to have much sympothy for her, the Mother was a very well dressed, in high business class clothing. The Mother was obviously an all business type Women, and not enjoying the embarrassment of this predicament. I heard her, coldly whisper to the Girl to get a grip and walk straight, and stop moaning. The Girl looked about ready to cry, her face was beat read, and she was shaky, and kept making loud moaning noice's...Uuuummm, Uuuuumm...Despite the Mother's moaning. I was needed to catch My train though, or be an hour late meeting up with My Husband, for Our trip back home...In retrospect, I can kick myself now for not following this one through. That Girl was very nearly wetting, I am sure.
Anyway, all I did was change direction, in order to follow behind them for a bit. Immediately some man stopped and asked the women what's wrong with her. The Women stopped, and said "she need's to find the Restroom, they said it was up here someplace"...(implying one of the store's had directed them around here already)... The funny thing is they were passing right by one, I knew about. (I was nasty, and only thought about telling her). The man was directing them to some other place a bit further, I didn't know about.
The girl started wrenching, bouncing, and twisting frantically, and pulling her Mom, to start moving.
Anyway, I am such an idiot now thinking about it, because I stopped stalking them, right then...It was all so fast, that all this was all taking place...And at the moment, I just decided to go to the train. I thought more about this as I walked away. I believe that even if I would have said that there was a washroom right down the hall they were standing near...If I would have went down with them to show them, the Girl would have likely wet herself before getting to the door. She could barely move, at that point. AND, I don't know how close the bathroom was that the Man was directing them too, but she looked to close to losing control for trying to FIND any bathroom. "Why did I give up such a chance?"...It was probably my guilt, for wanting to see a "Little Girl" Pee her pant's, I don't know... I think it had been one of those, "bring you kid's to the office day's that day"...
Anyway, I want to share a recent experience I had, with MYSELF too. But, I will post that in a separate Post...so it doesn't get too mixed up in this one...
Once again after several month's away, I slowly started getting the urge to hold until I lost control. I have ALWAY'S dreamed of getting myself into a "delibrately" more dangerous situation, rather than just in the house.
It's weird but when I have been in an extremely desparate and scary situation, on a long trip for example, with My Husband. I would NOT want to lose control that way. I am not usually turned on by that, genuine unplanned type of desparation. I am in 'ABSOLUTE PANIC', because at the same time, it would be my worst fear, the worst most embarrassiing thing I could imagine. He would be embarrassed too, if it were a genuine accident. Even though he know's, and respect's, and is interested in My Interest Sexually. That would be different.
I have alot to do to grow with being able to lose some of the fear, and be more comfortable with sharing, and LET HIM participate more...He would love too...But, THAT would still be much better, under controlled condition's images/smiles/icon_sad.gif ...
So although it would be cool if I was alone, and had a sudden genuine problem. If I could remain safe, from being caught, I may take myself there. I have had genuine Pee Spasm's on occassion, while alone, and it felt VERY COOL!
It's alot different from drinking alot of water, and holding.
Anyway, on to the Pee Adventure I had been contemplating, and planning recently, as the urge's started to return...Well it sort of goofed up images/smiles/icon_sad.gif ...
I will post this right now in another Post...If your interested...
Sherry images/smiles/icon_smile.gif
The funny thing is that the urge only hit's me every few month's. Then, once I do enough to get fully satisfied, it's like the urge goes away for awhile. Although, I still am "alway's" turned on by the thought's of desparation and wetting.
I was fortunate I guess, (now looking back on them) images/smiles/icon_eek.gif , to have had a few genuine accident's as a kid, and a couple as a teenager. Which I have shared on the board's before. As well as, having seen a few people very desparate, or wet themselve's through My Life. Not nearly enough though of course, it's all too infrequent an event. Although I don't wish harm to anybody, (as wetting yourself is a tramatic event)...It still for some unknown reason, is incredibly fascinating, and sexual. This may sound really sick, and I hate to admit this, but even if I were to see a ten year old wet herself, I would find it interesting to watch.
A while back, when I still worked in an Office Downtown, I did see a Girl once about 12-14 with her Mother, in a busy downtown "underground mall". They all connect up with the Subway's. The Girl was trying to walk, bending at the waist, and her leg's nearly crossed as she walked, only barely hobbling along...She had one hand pressed on the top of one of her thigh's, (the heel of her fist). Her other hand pulling at her Mom's shirt. She needed too, but was too afraid to hold herself I think. Her Mother didn't seem to have much sympothy for her, the Mother was a very well dressed, in high business class clothing. The Mother was obviously an all business type Women, and not enjoying the embarrassment of this predicament. I heard her, coldly whisper to the Girl to get a grip and walk straight, and stop moaning. The Girl looked about ready to cry, her face was beat read, and she was shaky, and kept making loud moaning noice's...Uuuummm, Uuuuumm...Despite the Mother's moaning. I was needed to catch My train though, or be an hour late meeting up with My Husband, for Our trip back home...In retrospect, I can kick myself now for not following this one through. That Girl was very nearly wetting, I am sure.
Anyway, all I did was change direction, in order to follow behind them for a bit. Immediately some man stopped and asked the women what's wrong with her. The Women stopped, and said "she need's to find the Restroom, they said it was up here someplace"...(implying one of the store's had directed them around here already)... The funny thing is they were passing right by one, I knew about. (I was nasty, and only thought about telling her). The man was directing them to some other place a bit further, I didn't know about.
The girl started wrenching, bouncing, and twisting frantically, and pulling her Mom, to start moving.
Anyway, I am such an idiot now thinking about it, because I stopped stalking them, right then...It was all so fast, that all this was all taking place...And at the moment, I just decided to go to the train. I thought more about this as I walked away. I believe that even if I would have said that there was a washroom right down the hall they were standing near...If I would have went down with them to show them, the Girl would have likely wet herself before getting to the door. She could barely move, at that point. AND, I don't know how close the bathroom was that the Man was directing them too, but she looked to close to losing control for trying to FIND any bathroom. "Why did I give up such a chance?"...It was probably my guilt, for wanting to see a "Little Girl" Pee her pant's, I don't know... I think it had been one of those, "bring you kid's to the office day's that day"...
Anyway, I want to share a recent experience I had, with MYSELF too. But, I will post that in a separate Post...so it doesn't get too mixed up in this one...
Once again after several month's away, I slowly started getting the urge to hold until I lost control. I have ALWAY'S dreamed of getting myself into a "delibrately" more dangerous situation, rather than just in the house.
It's weird but when I have been in an extremely desparate and scary situation, on a long trip for example, with My Husband. I would NOT want to lose control that way. I am not usually turned on by that, genuine unplanned type of desparation. I am in 'ABSOLUTE PANIC', because at the same time, it would be my worst fear, the worst most embarrassiing thing I could imagine. He would be embarrassed too, if it were a genuine accident. Even though he know's, and respect's, and is interested in My Interest Sexually. That would be different.
I have alot to do to grow with being able to lose some of the fear, and be more comfortable with sharing, and LET HIM participate more...He would love too...But, THAT would still be much better, under controlled condition's images/smiles/icon_sad.gif ...
So although it would be cool if I was alone, and had a sudden genuine problem. If I could remain safe, from being caught, I may take myself there. I have had genuine Pee Spasm's on occassion, while alone, and it felt VERY COOL!
It's alot different from drinking alot of water, and holding.
Anyway, on to the Pee Adventure I had been contemplating, and planning recently, as the urge's started to return...Well it sort of goofed up images/smiles/icon_sad.gif ...
I will post this right now in another Post...If your interested...
Sherry images/smiles/icon_smile.gif